I’m sick and every time I try to swallow I start choking and coughing uncontrollably. Ugh. This wouldn’t have happened if she was on time to pick me up.
I haven’t eaten all day because I really haven’t had a chance to. I cooked for my mom and my nieces and nephews, but didn’t get a chance to eat any. My sisters went out and bought pizza for dinner. I took three slices and one of my sisters commented on how much of a pig I was. I’ve been going to the gym for almost every week this semester. I’ve dropped seven pounds. And now. I feel like I’m going to throw up. I feel disgusting for eating. I feel disgusting for being overweight. I’m forcing myself to eat because I’m babysitting two children. And if I don’t eat, they won’t eat. I just wish I still didn’t get like this.